Putting off tasks, leaving them to last minute, arriving late, leading a chaotic life with stress, resentment and guilt, but worst of all missing out on opportunities… Saying ‘I have to do this’ or ‘I have to do that’, being gripped by panic of impending deadlines, beating yourself up, kicking out in resentment and rebellion for missing goal posts for something you felt forced to do…
Making excuses, ‘I can’t afford it’ or ‘I lack confidence’ or saying ‘This doesn’t work…’ and ‘that doesn’t work’ without even making effort to find a way…
Hanging onto things you’ve been doing for years, while not starting anything new until other project is finished. Perfecting, perfecting, perfecting it’s a great trap…
This is habitual way of Leader in Procrastination.
But hey, don’t beat yourself up for not doing ‘STUFF”. Ignore jibes of less worldly and wise. Maybe you’ve been shrewd one. Maybe it is for best that you didn’t do ‘THINGS’. Maybe ‘stuff’ and ‘things’ just haven’t been right in a while.
Deep down you know that you’ve been marking time. Deep down you know moment has not been right for you to seize life. Deep down you know your time to act will come; your moment when you no longer ‘HAVE TO’, but ‘WANT TO’.
And if that want hits you this week; if that want packs a punch in your gut today; if that want stirs you in an hour, a minute or now, you’ll know to act. And act you will, striking like a viper.
This is Leader in Procrastination… biding their time.
Many others are just like you now, marking time. Many others were like you yesterday, but then decided to strike today and grasp life they have before them. They have chosen to shrug off ‘have to’ and discover ‘want to’; they have chosen to dream a little, to find passion, to find leader within them that will bring love and life in golden bursts of sunlight.
They have chosen to re-find their gifts and use them in distinctive ways that touch and change other peoples’ lives. They have shrugged existence. They have chosen to drop clinking chains of education, religion, family values and peer pressure and be true to their souls, not what they are told their souls ‘must’ be.