Part 3 - The version of Cheating

Written by Wayne Lowe


If you've read my 2 parts to my week of hell, this is may be my final versionrepparttar one where I cheated...

Forrepparttar 101491 word cheating means something bad, and I admit I cheated on my Boyfriend who I took back after our break-up. When we splitrepparttar 101492 night after he "cheated" on my, although we split up, there is still that bit of respect we keep with each other. I wouldnt have snogged someone in a club, that would mean I was as low as him.

I broke up on tuesday, made up on friday and cheated on Monday night, with a guy who I just met at my pamper session. The idea forrepparttar 101493 session was to get me to understand that I can make new friends and enjoy not having my boyfriend around me allrepparttar 101494 time. To some you might think that I cheated on my boyfriend because I was getting revenge, maybe that was true in some way, but I believe I was craving so much attention from my boyfriend that I did this without knowing... it wasnt planned and I was not out to do anything apart from have a good night in... A day afterwards I still thought aboutrepparttar 101495 night I cheated and I never looked back. My boyfriend breaking up with me took himrepparttar 101496 break-up to realise he needed me, and my cheating night wasrepparttar 101497 one that got me to realise that I still love him.

Whether its a kiss or fumble, its all cheating, atrepparttar 101498 time of doing it I was in control, and for a little while I wasrepparttar 101499 one who was getting allrepparttar 101500 attention. I felt attractive and needed, if only for one night it was different and I needed different. I was in mt stage of development, and you could say I've gotten this out of my system... which I indeed did!

The version of cheating, gets you realising will they ever find out. Some never do, some hiderepparttar 101501 real truth forever, and take it to there grave, but this time I wanted to be honest and never hold anything back from him, in fear of him finding out from other people I tookrepparttar 101502 opportunity to tell him as soon as I was ready.

Inrepparttar 101503 begining It was perfect, then he started it all withrepparttar 101504 space thing, this would never have happened if it has stayedrepparttar 101505 same and we worked on our relationship. Im sure we will work it all out inrepparttar 101506 end but its up to him if he can now hug me like he used to. He feelsrepparttar 101507 same way I do when he snogged that guy. He now knows what it feels like to be hurting. He wanted to get rid of me, but he loves me he says and so its hard to get angry. Hes upset and would be if anyone is in his shoes.

Here I Am: Happines 24-7

Written by Peggy Butler


Happiness is yours forrepparttar taking, so reach out and grab it byrepparttar 101490 balls.

If you don’t know, you better ask somebody, arerepparttar 101491 words frequently uttered by Steve Lockett, a man of impeccable taste whose uncanny ability to sense trouble is without peer. “Tale-tell Steve,” as he is know to friends, is a purist in every sense ofrepparttar 101492 word. Not one to sugar coat his words, when Steve talks, everybody listens.

A graduate ofrepparttar 101493 School of Hard Knocks, Steve’s life is based onrepparttar 101494 shrewd principles immortalized inrepparttar 101495 Lockett Code of Ethics. 1) If you are unhappy about certain parts of your life, stop whining. Instead, do something to make it more joyous and less stressful; 2) Mind your own business and stayrepparttar 101496 hell out of mine; 3) I don’t take directions, I give directions; 4) Believe none of what you hear, none of what you see and try like crazy to figure outrepparttar 101497 truth; 5) Think success. Think happiness. Think prosperity and forgetrepparttar 101498 rest ofrepparttar 101499 bull crap; 6) Life is a trip and I intend to make mine a fabulous safari with an adventurous journey. With a philosophy like that, it’s no wonder I was intrigued when he relayed to merepparttar 101500 secret to happiness 24 hours, seven days a weeks. After hearing his secrets I decided to add a few of my own. So I began this chapter, with two words, Life sucks. That is a statement everyone has uttered at some point in their lives. But is it life that sucks, orrepparttar 101501 fact that we suckrepparttar 101502 joy out of life?

In browsing throughrepparttar 101503 shelves ofrepparttar 101504 local library, I stumbled across this passage : “Most people makerepparttar 101505 mistake of depending on others for their personal happiness.” Did you hear that? Millions of individuals rely on others to make them feel good. How absurd. Why should you depend on anyone to make you happy, when you can create your own euphoria, right here and right now?

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