Part 3 - The version of CheatingWritten by Wayne Lowe
If you've read my 2 parts to my week of hell, this is may be my final version one where I cheated... For word cheating means something bad, and I admit I cheated on my Boyfriend who I took back after our break-up. When we split night after he "cheated" on my, although we split up, there is still that bit of respect we keep with each other. I wouldnt have snogged someone in a club, that would mean I was as low as him. I broke up on tuesday, made up on friday and cheated on Monday night, with a guy who I just met at my pamper session. The idea for session was to get me to understand that I can make new friends and enjoy not having my boyfriend around me all time. To some you might think that I cheated on my boyfriend because I was getting revenge, maybe that was true in some way, but I believe I was craving so much attention from my boyfriend that I did this without knowing... it wasnt planned and I was not out to do anything apart from have a good night in... A day afterwards I still thought about night I cheated and I never looked back. My boyfriend breaking up with me took him break-up to realise he needed me, and my cheating night was one that got me to realise that I still love him. Whether its a kiss or fumble, its all cheating, at time of doing it I was in control, and for a little while I was one who was getting all attention. I felt attractive and needed, if only for one night it was different and I needed different. I was in mt stage of development, and you could say I've gotten this out of my system... which I indeed did! The version of cheating, gets you realising will they ever find out. Some never do, some hide real truth forever, and take it to there grave, but this time I wanted to be honest and never hold anything back from him, in fear of him finding out from other people I took opportunity to tell him as soon as I was ready. In begining It was perfect, then he started it all with space thing, this would never have happened if it has stayed same and we worked on our relationship. Im sure we will work it all out in end but its up to him if he can now hug me like he used to. He feels same way I do when he snogged that guy. He now knows what it feels like to be hurting. He wanted to get rid of me, but he loves me he says and so its hard to get angry. Hes upset and would be if anyone is in his shoes.
| | Here I Am: Happines 24-7Written by Peggy Butler
Happiness is yours for taking, so reach out and grab it by balls. If you don’t know, you better ask somebody, are words frequently uttered by Steve Lockett, a man of impeccable taste whose uncanny ability to sense trouble is without peer. “Tale-tell Steve,” as he is know to friends, is a purist in every sense of word. Not one to sugar coat his words, when Steve talks, everybody listens. A graduate of School of Hard Knocks, Steve’s life is based on shrewd principles immortalized in Lockett Code of Ethics. 1) If you are unhappy about certain parts of your life, stop whining. Instead, do something to make it more joyous and less stressful; 2) Mind your own business and stay hell out of mine; 3) I don’t take directions, I give directions; 4) Believe none of what you hear, none of what you see and try like crazy to figure out truth; 5) Think success. Think happiness. Think prosperity and forget rest of bull crap; 6) Life is a trip and I intend to make mine a fabulous safari with an adventurous journey. With a philosophy like that, it’s no wonder I was intrigued when he relayed to me secret to happiness 24 hours, seven days a weeks. After hearing his secrets I decided to add a few of my own. So I began this chapter, with two words, Life sucks. That is a statement everyone has uttered at some point in their lives. But is it life that sucks, or fact that we suck joy out of life? In browsing through shelves of local library, I stumbled across this passage : “Most people make mistake of depending on others for their personal happiness.” Did you hear that? Millions of individuals rely on others to make them feel good. How absurd. Why should you depend on anyone to make you happy, when you can create your own euphoria, right here and right now?
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