As I walked out of
Bikram Yoga studio toward my car after my first class, I found myself declaring, "If I can actually do this yoga, it will totally change my whole life." I had only been able to attempt half
postures, with
rest of
time lying down, just dealing with
heated, humid room. But it was a revelation as to
sorry state of my body's condition, and
pathetic condition of my mind-body connection. I had already made
firm decision to do yoga class every day for two months, after reading Bikram Choudhury's introductory yoga book. He says, "Give us two months. We will change you." After living with years of back pain due to compressed lumbar discs and a sedentary lifestyle, I was ready for that change--so ready, in fact, I was willing to subject my de-conditioned body to 90 minutes of vigorous cardiovascular activity in 105° heat and 60% humidity (making
"apparent temperature" somewhere around 145°). But
prospective discipline of it appealed to me, and soon I was actually enjoying
gentle torture of it, as I began to move muscles, bones and cartilage that hadn't been moved in years.
Beyond
rewards of seeing my body stretch and reach new ranges of motion in class, it was after and between classes where
payoffs truly lay. Bending over to pick up something no longer hurt, standing up after sitting for a while no longer involved pain and stiffness, and I began noticing how good I felt instead of how bad.
Of course, getting to these improvements took a while; and although I had committed to two months of daily practice, it has now been nearly eight months, and I can now say yoga is an indispensible part of my life. This path has blatantly announced to me how I had incrementally reduced my own range of motion with each tiny discomfort, each injury, each bout of stiffness, in an attempt to protect myself from future pain. It is a common life strategy, but a very wrongheaded one. The body needs to increase its range of motion over time, and each discomfort or injury points
way. As
World's Stiffest Person at 50, I was on
fast track to being a crippled old man by 60.
I drew a valuable conclusion from this, that all
little aches and pains and microconditions we had as twentysomethings, if not dealt with in a broad and holistic way, are
exact pains and conditions that amplify over time leading us to our ultimate demise. From this perspective, what is commonly referred to as "aging," is actually more like an excuse for not answering
body's calls for help early on. I'm just not buying
"I'm just getting too old for this" refrain I hear from my friends. Time, friction, and gravity will take their respective tolls, but only with permission from you. If I end up dying at 94, I would rather have gotten there vital, active and pain-free, instead of feeble, crippled, and tormented.
The main thing I've learned from my beginning yoga experience is that it takes MUCH MORE WORK than I thought to reverse my past slothfulness, and much more diligence on
day-to-day to maintain what gains I have acheived. Bikram refers to
"body's bank account." You invest into
account with yoga, and then spend
account when not doing yoga. Of course, I found I was sorely and deplorably in DEBT, and am only now seeing
light at
end of that tunnel, striving for
day I can touch my forehead to my toes, rest my leg on my shoulder, and nap on my back with my head on my feet.
SEVEN MORE THINGS I'VE LEARNED IN BIKRAM YOGA
1. If yoga turns it on, yoga will turn it off. I've had many classes where a muscle or joint will "release" (I used to wrongly identify it as "strain"), causing pain and stiffness or soreness after class. By
end of
next class, invariably, that soreness and pain disappears. 2. Your body is stronger than you think it is, and you have more energy than you think you do. One day in class I decided to completely ignore my thoughts as to what I could or couldn't do in class, and was surprised to find a whole new range of motion, and a whole new area of energy and strength. The body obeys
limitations imposed upon it by
mind. Because Bikram Yoga is one of
most strenuous forms of hatha yoga, it is easy to claim to myself that I MUST be tired after all that exertion. Letting myself engage in this way, certainly obtained
result. The REALITY of yoga class is that it CREATES energy. Although it is natural to feel weakness or exhaustion, that feeling is actually RECOVERY, and in a few minutes, I claim to myself that I am refreshed and energetically ready for life. And, magically, I am.