After reading my last addition to goarticles.com I told a story about my break-up. The one person in my life that hurt me by dumping me cause he needed space! This is my other part. My break-up happened on Tuesday night. He then went out on Wednesday night and snogged some other guy, cause he thought I was going to do it. I NEVER did. I kept faithfull even though we were seperated and single, I thought it was respectfull to leave any meeting new people alone for a while. I would never have done that, but he dis-respected me and snogged a friend he saw in a club in Liverpool. He told me he had already had his number. My heart broke just by hearing this... Friday night was
night we talked about our break-up, and he came to me asking for me back!
We talked and now we are back together. He treated me like something he can just throw away and pick up when he wanted. Nows its OUR rules rather than just his. Because of
pain and heart ache that I felt and im still going through made an impact on me, I've become a stronger person. He left me and needed his space, so he got what he wanted, then from friends advice, it took this pain and seperation to let him know if he missed me or not, and he did. Im greatful that I have him back. He was my one person I trusted and gave him something special from me that i can never have back, to which he will always keep. Im vulnerable when I least expect it, now I know better.
Attachement is a bad thing, but not always. If you love someone, you feel you can depend on them to provide all
love and attention you need, and this is was I wanted from him.
A song by Kimberely Locke - 8th world wonder was my song for him, and now thanks to our talk, we are back together and it still makes me think of him. I feel safer than ever, as I have learnt a valuable lesson. Everyone around me supported me so much that I become stronger than I have ever been before. Im now taking control of my life, in
way that I should have in
first place...
... when you go into a relationship,
first thing you MUST do is find your inner faith. Make sure your strong and loveable. I made
mistake of not knowing who I was when I become
love of someone else.