Written by Robert Bruce Baird

The 'experts' have tried to evaluate me as a sufferer of this but found no such evidence or behavior. The same was true for all other mental or medical conditions, so they think 'witch' covers my condition in life; because I refuse to participate inrepparttar materially managed environment any more. We will not explorerepparttar 139496 horrors ofrepparttar 139497 current forms of Inquisition in great detail in this book as it relates to me. That would definitely be too serious and intense, as I would explain society's role in tortures such as I witness all around me every day. I have been thwarted in devious gambits by those who have something even worse thanrepparttar 139498 strait-jacket as we have seen Drs Breggin and Cohen describe in 'Science'. They call it (appropriately) 'pharmacological lobotomies'. ECT is even more disgusting and joins Ritalin in a campaign which social forces are developing in this control paradigm. It seems relevant to point out enough ofrepparttar 139499 matter of my experience so that you will know you are getting it pretty close to what they say when they userepparttar 139500 phrase 'the horse’s mouth'.

Evenrepparttar 139501 pharmacological and psychiatric conglomerate acknowledgesrepparttar 139502 physical elements of depression. Some are cluing in to nutrition and massage or simple caring. The effects of education and alienation are massive, but bad parenting andrepparttar 139503 lack of enabling nutritive support in early life establish character and behavior traits that stubbornly resist real therapeutic methods. These obsessions often are far too time-consuming for high-paid 'professionals' to offer assistance - so we just drug and deceive! This medical model as some call it makes a great deal of money and keepsrepparttar 139504 public at large thinking something humane is going on inrepparttar 139505 life ofrepparttar 139506 care-givers and victims of a society without true spiritual awareness and far too little compassion. The buzz words and catchy phrases like ‘informed consent’ are not anything more than deceit, as they still give lobotomies. In one case they did it without informingrepparttar 139507 person who just died in 2005.

Francis Mark Mondimore writes a book called 'Depression, The Mood Disease' updated in 1993 by Johns Hopkins University that presentsrepparttar 139508 lies of this machine that Ivan Illich (in 'Limits To Medicine') identified as ‘mechanistic and over-professionalized' inrepparttar 139509 mid 70s.Here isrepparttar 139510 overstatement ofrepparttar 139511 century from its inside flap:

"The revised 'Depression,repparttar 139512 Mood Disease' tells readers exactly what they need to know aboutrepparttar 139513 causes, symptoms, and treatment of depression: *How antidepressant drugs were discovered, how they work, and with what side effects. {I'm biting my tongue!} *What Seasonal Affective Disorder (SAD) and panic attacks are, and how they are treated. *How electro-convulsive therapy has changed forrepparttar 139514 better--and why it now works for up to 90% of those treated. {And allrepparttar 139515 professions involved in continuing to provide this fearsome horror that is necessary to repeat as it continues frying brain cells. Now randomly due to a drug cocktail, so that people's libido and zest is burned out too.} *Howrepparttar 139516 special problems of depression in children and older persons are handled. *How to deal with a depressed friend or family member. *How such disorders as hormonal imbalance and even lead poisoning can 'mimic'repparttar 139517 symptoms of depression. *Why depression is sometimes misdiagnosed as 'PMS', drug abuse, or Alzheimer's disease..." (2)

The future holds promises and terrors galore inrepparttar 139518 application of 'easy' answers like drugs developed for specific genetic make-ups and nanites to monitor and deliver targeted drugs or shocks torepparttar 139519 system in order to make us behave as we should. The ever-increasing 'big brother' that allowsrepparttar 139520 growth industries associated withrepparttar 139521 management of people will lead to full employment if we allow it to continue downrepparttar 139522 current path. There will only be one benefit asrepparttar 139523 unemployable grow in number andrepparttar 139524 employment roles show full employment. The statistics will showrepparttar 139525 economy is productive and there is little unemployment or reason to worry about an economic depression. That isrepparttar 139526 end ofrepparttar 139527 excerpt from my encyclopedia. I will be including some other more recent writings as we proceed.

I had returned fromrepparttar 139528 Caribbean and a failed business experience in Mexico and Belize inrepparttar 139529 month of March 1998. My last wife and I had purchased a yacht, which we hoped to be able to build a party boat/tourist business around. My wife had namedrepparttar 139530 boat 'Champagne Dreams' afterrepparttar 139531 motto of Robin Leach's show 'The Rich andrepparttar 139532 Famous'. It was her idea that we put a Jacuzzi onrepparttar 139533 front deck, of this 47 foot fiberglass yacht that we purchased in Fort Lauderdale, and our partner (Captain Crunch) Jerry had taken with me to Cancun. His nickname had not been established until we were leaving Key West. He destroyedrepparttar 139534 fueling station ofrepparttar 139535 marina while hitting three other boats. We were still married though it was never a real marriage as most people think of it. The relationship was already complicated with another man named David.


Written by Kay L. Schlagel

I’m sure that at one time or another every one of us has been told to journal. “What is so important about journaling?” you may ask. “I’ve already had to live with it going over and over in my head, why would I want to write it down?” You’ve answered your own question. A lot of us have found that keeping a journal is a way of stoppingrepparttar cycle of a memory or an “old tape” going round and round in your head giving itself more and more importance through pure repetition is by writing it down. Sometimes justrepparttar 138843 act of writing it down gives us a sense of relief of having documentedrepparttar 138844 “event” thus eliminatingrepparttar 138845 need to continuously relive it. It also is a way of looking at things from a bit more of an objective view. I have written things in a fit of misery that atrepparttar 138846 time seemed to me a very relevant and impending problem. I then went back torepparttar 138847 entry, not even a full 24 hours later to see that I had 1) over-reacted torepparttar 138848 situation. 2) The situation was not as charged with emotion as I had previously seen it. 3) I was over-reacting due to some old tape from my childhood playing itself back in my head in response to a stimulus triggered byrepparttar 138849 situation. Other wise I was freaking out over nothing. It was also a way of getting out of my system angry letters that I needed to write but would not be in my best interest to send, or couldn’t send if I wanted to. One ofrepparttar 138850 ways I was able to confront my primary abuser that had died when I was 12 was through my journal. Like with any illness it is a great way of spotting patterns of deterioration in your symptoms. When I was getting back an old memory that was coming back in bits and pieces, I found journaling helped me fill inrepparttar 138851 pieces much faster and more accurately than relying only on my memory. You can also track cycles of moods that correspond to hormonal cycles, anniversary dates, or trigger events that cause certain behaviors of self-destruction. Types of journals vary as much asrepparttar 138852 people that keep them. You decide what type of journal works best for you. Some use poetry, art, dream journals, daily journals, crises journals, or even journals forrepparttar 138853 rage and anger letters. For some these journals will remain personal and private mementos forrepparttar 138854 rest of their lives and they will leave instructions in their wills what is to be done with them upon their death. For others, they will eventually get to a point in their healing that they are ready to let go of these memories, anger, etc. and may use a ritual such as burning or shredding them in a way that allows them to let go ofrepparttar 138855 journals contents.

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