Body Image: Living in Our BodiesWritten by Kali Munro, M.Ed., Psychotherapist
I have yet to meet a woman who, at some point in her life, has not felt discomfort with size or appearance of some aspect of her body. A woman does not have to be anorexic or bulimic to dislike her body or struggle with what she eats. The fact that there are vast numbers of women who are critical about their bodies and have an uneasy relationship with food is simply not captured by statistics, which invariably refer to problems of anorexia and bulimia. The tendency to focus on eating disorders does not do justice to pain and turmoil of many additional women who struggle with what to eat, deny themselves food, or overeat.Anorexia and bulimia are serious health problems and should not be minimized. But, there are thousands of women who do not fit these categories for whom eating is an emotionally laden issue and a health problem as well. Most women have had some form of dysfunctional relationship with food in their lifetime. Who hasn't gone on a diet, eaten too much for emotional reasons, or worried about how much they weigh? While on surface this may not seem problematic, particularly when these issues are often subject of everyday conversations with other women, it does reflect an insecurity about our bodies and a stressful relationship with food. Having issues with our body and food can range from a woman worrying about her weight and what to eat once in awhile, to, on other end of continuum, worrying every moment of every day. The pain some women carry around about their bodies and food can be devastating, and is fuelled by seemingly innocent conversations about weight, dieting and size of women’s breasts, thighs, and stomaches. Take Maria, for example. Every morning when she wakes up, she mentally goes over 'flaws' of her body, wondering how she can slim her belly even further, how she can take pounds off her bum, and what she can wear to slim her body. She mentally skims through clothes she owns, wishing she had something that would make her body look better, to look less 'fat.' She wonders whether or not she should eat breakfast, exactly what she can put into her body, how many calories meal would have and how much exercise she'd have to do to burn off those calories. Maria frequently compares herself to other women's bodies; women she meets and knows and women she sees in media. In her mind, her body always fall short. She doesn't believe it when people tell her she looks good. In fact, when someone tells her that she looks like she has lost weight, she 'feels fat' and tries even harder to lose weight. But, she doesn't starve herself, or make herself throw up, although she thinks she should. Heather, on other hand, doesn't think regularly about what she eats, but does think she should lose some weight. She doesn't like her body and wishes she could be thinner. She has tried many diets but with no long term success. She wishes her body could be different, but has 'resigned' herself to being this size. She feels guilty and ashamed that she doesn't have more control, and believes that her body size means that she is 'lazy.' On bad days, both Heather and Maria buy lots of junk food and eat it, at home, alone without paying attention to fact that they are eating. Both women 'feel fat,' out of control, and ashamed of themselves afterwards and sometimes for next day or more. The next day, Maria responds by clamping down hard with a diet, maybe skipping a meal, and while Heather may watch what she eats, she continues much same. Both women feel ashamed of themselves and profoundly depressed, although not necessarily visibly.
| | Bringing Out The Best in Your RelationshipWritten by Kali Munro, M.Ed., Psychotherapist
Note: Ideally, these guidelines work best when both partners follow them; however, a change in one partner's way of responding often encourages a change in other partner. Relationships bring out best and worst in us. Here are some ways to bring out best in yours: 1. Focus on yourself. Do things to increase your self-awareness, like how you behave in relationships. It can help to stay aware of patterns, reactions, feelings, beliefs, and triggers (from your childhood and previous relationships) that arise in your relationship. It is often true that how you feel may have little to do with your partner, and is more about you and your past experiences. 2. Take responsibility for your own feelings, thoughts, needs, and behaviour. Use "I" statements ("I feel..." vs. "You make me feel...") Check out assumptions, interpretations, and fears. State your feelings and thoughts clearly and without blame. Make requests. Ask for what you need. She/he may not know what you need. Know that you may not get exactly what you need. Find ways to meet your own needs. 3. Take care of yourself. Treat yourself as you would a good friend. 4. Be present with yourself. This is important not only for your own well-being, but also for your relationship. Being present with yourself can be achieved in different ways, such as meditation, yoga, relaxation, rest, exercise, body awareness, dance, being in nature, and prayer. Anything that helps you to be in moment will help you to do that with your partner, as well. Many people find that being in moment while they are with their partner is a lot harder than when they are alone or with other people. Some couples work on this together. You can: Lie down with your partner in a spoon position (one person's front side hugs other person's back side) and then breathe in unison for five to ten minutes. Generally it is better if larger partner follows breath of smaller partner. If your mind wanders, bring your focus back to breathing together. Variations of this are standing up and breathing in unison while hugging, and sitting down facing each other, holding eye contact while breathing in unison. This can also be helpful to do when you feel upset or angry with each other. Sit facing each other. At first, look down or close your eyes. Become aware of your breath. Follow natural rhythm of your breath, and let your mind be clear of thoughts and worries. When you have done this for a while, open your eyes and look at your partner. S/he may not have opened her/his eyes yet. If not, look at your partner from this meditative place and see what you notice, while you continue to follow your breath. When your partner opens her/his eyes, hold eye contact, while continuing to follow your breath. If you lose your connection with your breath, take a moment by looking down or closing your eyes to reconnect, and then hold eye contact again. Just notice what you are aware of as you do this. 5. Nurture all of your relationships. Try not to isolate yourself in your primary relationship. 6. Explore your own creativity, needs, independence, leisure activities, hobbies, career Anything that makes you feel better about yourself, or makes you feel whole and feeds your soul is important and will have a positive effect on your relationship. 7. Take another look. When your partner does something that bothers you, Ask yourself, what does this mean to me? Why am I bothered by this? Is there anything from my past that is effecting how I am feeling or seeing this right now? Have I in any way contributed to this issue, perhaps without being aware of it? Is there anything about this issue that might reflect something I don't want to look at within me? If you are feeling critical or judgmental about your partner's behaviour, step back for a moment and see if you can come up with alternative explanations for that behaviour—ones that are less critical. If you need to say something, this is a helpful formula to use: When you...(describe behaviour in neutral terms), I feel...(describe feelings without blaming), and I would like to ask that you...(make your request about a concrete behavioural change).
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