Be Driven

Written by Debbie O'Meara


Iím shopping for a new car (yes, that brings up all kinds of attraction questions, but Iíll leave that for another day!) Iíve owned my current car for more than ten years now. When I first test-drove it, I hadnít heard of that particular model. But once Iíd looked at it, I started seeing it all overrepparttar place. Has that ever happened to you?

When I wasnít inrepparttar 137149 car-buying mentality, my mind wasnít picking up on different models. They didnít enter my consciousness. Then I tuned into it, and boom! they were everywhere. Where did they come from all of a sudden?

The obvious answer is that they were always there. They didnít appear onrepparttar 137150 freeway just because I was ready. But they appeared to me because I was ready.

I had seen that particular make and model of car before. But there are cars everywhere. I was aware of it, but I hadnít focused on it till I was considering one for myself.

Thereís always something to think about, something to occupy my thoughts. My mind races in I-donít-know-how-many different directions. I can have a lot of things going on at once. But I canít focus on all of them. I can be aware of them, but I canít focus on them.

Charles Fillmore understood this when he wrote in his book Prosperity:

--Öthere is a spiritual law that brings into manifestationrepparttar 137151 thoughts we focus on, a divine universal law of mind activity that never fails. (Lesson Four: ďHumanity,repparttar 137152 Inlet and Outlet of Divine Mind.Ē)

Thatís reallyrepparttar 137153 crux ofrepparttar 137154 Law of Attraction, isnít it? Part of it is making sure youíre filling your mind withrepparttar 137155 right thoughts, thoughts of abundance rather than lack. But what I read tells me we need to go a step beyond that. We need to get clear on what we want,repparttar 137156 clearerrepparttar 137157 better, and focus on it. Ask for it specifically. Thatís how weíll getrepparttar 137158 message across. Once we focus on what we want, once we see it mentally, we see it physically. And when weíve figured out exactly what we want, we giverepparttar 137159 universerepparttar 137160 chance to find it for us.

Starting-Over.

Written by Fatimah Musa


I worked hard forrepparttar past 17 years. I felt I had to. I only finished high school. Without a certificate to flaunt and yet wanting to climbrepparttar 137129 corporate ladder, I dedicated my effort and time to my work. I was proud of myself. At 40 years old I had reached a managerís position.

The day came when I was handedrepparttar 137130 letter. Why didrepparttar 137131 company fire me? Was I not good enough?

It was a massive blow to my ego. My questions only brought back anger. I was not resourceful and I could not see any positive meaning to it.

As I thought about it longer, I became more angry and annoyed. Thenrepparttar 137132 emotions turn into fear.

What can I do now? Who would employ me? At this age and with a lack of education, how could I get another job?

I was becoming an unendurable person. My relationship, which was already onrepparttar 137133 rocks suffered further.

I was no longerrepparttar 137134 person I used to be. I complained and whined. I lostrepparttar 137135 confidence in myself. I could not see myself in any other way but a "wimp".

I avoided friends and ignored and neglected my partner. There were no more constructive conversations between us. He was getting on well with his career and moving upwards.

Andrepparttar 137136 more I saw him succeedingrepparttar 137137 more I felt bad about myself. I was ashamed of myself. I thought that I was not good enough for him anymore. Finally he has had it. He walked out of my life.

Not only have I lost my job. I also have lost someone whom I thought wasrepparttar 137138 one for me. More resentment and self-pity came over me. I was angry with him. How could he leave me if he had loved me?

I was not only broke but also alone. I was so broke that I could not afford my own home.

The finance company repossessed my car. I had no material things left except my clothes in my luggage and a few books.

It has to take two crisis to make me wake up to my senses. I had to change immediately. That wasrepparttar 137139 only choice I had.

Losing your self-confidence is bad. Losing your self-esteem is worse. Losing your self is a disaster. Until...

I decided to change...in my thinking.

I have to meet my basic need first, food and shelter. The company I went to offered lodging so I tookrepparttar 137140 job that paid only a quarter of what I used to earn.

Alone and still broke...but this time I looked at what I had left.

Change does not come easy. Recovering your self-confidence and your self-esteem is an attitude and mindset that needs discipline.

You need to developrepparttar 137141 disciplines that can boost your trust in yourself again.

1. Admit that you have messed up. Whatever happened, has happened to someone else too. It is how you make out of it that matters.

You either let it go and move on or wallow in self-pity. If you had takenrepparttar 137142 second option as I did, you will realize that your life would be messier than when it started.

It is not too late. Admit your mistakes, forgive yourself and move on.

2. Write down realistic goals. When your self-esteem plummets, it is tough to see bright, colorful pictures of yourself smiling at your achievements.

Set several realistic goals to start with. For a start, these were some of my goals...

- Put on 5kg. Lost that. I was looking very thin and gaunt for my height. I need to lift my self-image.

- Cut smoking to 10 cigarettes a day. I canít afford more anyway

- Read 1 hr daily. Got to feed my mind with something positive.

- Take 20minutes walk inrepparttar 137143 park a day. I needed some fresh air and away fromrepparttar 137144 cramp abode of mine.

- Keep a journal. I shunned friends so at least I could use this to pour out my feelings.

- Record my activities. I must make full use of my time.

- Pray and meditate.Somehow, I know I am not alone.

I worked on them and made certain that I followedrepparttar 137145 disciplines. It felt good to strike out each activity daily.

And whenrepparttar 137146 good feelings enter again, I added more goals to my list. Slowly but surely, I began to feel good about myself again.

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