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Even at this point, I was not considering ending
friendship. I did spend a lot of time considering
possible ways to handle this problem. I literally spent months pondering
problem, and what might be
best way to eliminate
negativity without hurting my friend. Eventually I made
decision to just point out what I was hearing from her, as gently as possible, in an attempt to allow her to step back and take a look at what she was manifesting in her life.
Bad idea! It literally blew up in my face. What I got back was an acidic personal attack on my life, my personality, my financial status… it was very insulting. At first, I was shocked. Next, I was hurt. And then, I stopped and took a long hard look at
entire situation. When I did, I just had to laugh! I had done it again! I had allowed a person into my life that was toxic to me, knowingly, willingly and with my eyes wide open. So much for all that back-patting I had done all those years before. I had sprained my arm for nothing.
Lessons have a way of coming back to bite us in
butt when we only think we have learned them. The tricky part is that they don’t always come back in
same way. They disguise themselves. If we have really, truly learned
lesson we recognize them. If we only think we have learned
lesson, we will fall right into
trap again. I like to think now that I will be a lot more cautious
next time I am thinking of allowing someone into my energy as a friend. In reality, I can only hope. I do know that toxic people can come in many guises. They will suck up your energy, depress you, upset you and make your life harder. They can be family members, friends or co-workers. However, they can only do this if we let them.
An excellent book on this very subject is People Of The Lie by M. Scott Peck. I highly recommend it.

Sibyl McLendon is the co-owner of Circle Of Grace, a unique blending of Native American spirituality and holistic wellness coaching. She is 1/2 Navajo, and lives in southwest Arizona.