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I apologize to myself for this disturbing piece. I am disturbed by what I am living in now. But I am also seeing new strains of protest for peace. For a world without killing and violence. Because we all know how unpleasant it is. What we fail to see is how it all works; that if, for example, you kill, you will be killed at some other time, in some other way. If you get furious, your fury will vanquish your happiness. Your pain in
butt boss will keep yelling at you if you keep yelling back. You first, as
anger congeals in
veins, hardens those arteries. Then that tension unleashes itself on everyone around. And so it goes. That’s why there are 10 Commandments or Lifetime vows, to keep us in check. Not some guilt trip but rather a way to stay a course that leads to more pleasant circumstances. Karma is simple. You commit a good deed, you get a pleasant response. You commit a negative deed, something that is unpleasant, you get an unpleasant response. There is no judge. No one upstairs making a decision. It’s scientific. So when Richard Gere was asking
audience to have compassion for
guys who plunged planes into
World Trade Center (he proceeded to get booed), it was because their actions would plunge them into a state more disturbing than what you were witnessing on TV or in person. It’s awful. And can’t we feel how awful it is? Even just one bomb dropped by a pilot on Baghdad is awful and yes, as we have compassion for innocent civilians at
mercy of flying destruction, we also have to have compassion for
pilot. His pushing of
button, no matter
intention will have a result. How long do we want to keep living with what is awful? How can we just accept what is awful? Oh well it’s human nature, I hear.
It is often said that
birth of a human is more rare than a turtle that swims in
ocean and only surfaces every hundred years, putting its head through a golden hoop which has been tossed around on
waves and driven by wind. By contrast,
Buddha taught that
number of beings in hell equals
number of atomic particles in
galaxy.
Human birth is precious and rare. You have
capacity to reach nirvana (liberation from all mental afflictions), or Buddhahood (total enlightenment for
sake of all beings) from here. In other words, you have
capacity to transform
awful-ness in you and around you and reach for something beautiful, pain free, for
sake of all beings, hell, animal, hungry ghost, semi-god, god as well as human. But as one of my teachers lamented in retreat,
Buddha taught
8 fold path,
way out, over 4,000 years ago and still people haven’t learned, still they are doing
same awful things.
Some say it’s enough to notice
breath. Accept
breath. But there’s more. Understand how you got to be breathing in
first place. Understand how we all breath. How interdependent our breath is. Your SARS breath out is my breath in. It may or may not kill me. It’s not about
SARS breath then, is it? Think about this. Use it as a koan, traverse
breath and those streets. See
swaying masses on
streets writhing, darting. See Bush breathing. And
guy with
quadruple by pass. The hot-headed Marine. And know as well that your last breath is your death at this juncture. Your last breath in this life is
last breath of countless beings, countless times. And
beginning of another cycle of life and breath. Then, how
red might be
blood you’re swimming in or
thin streak in
sky of a new beautiful dawn,
white might be
frozen ice of
coldest hell or
most intense stream of bliss, and how
blue might be
darkest pool of hot tar or
lapis lazuli sky of
Pure land.
Hosannah sounds a lot like Osama. Saddam sounds a lot like Bomb. Bush sounds a lot like Woosh. Whoosh Osama Bomb. Hosannah Saddam Bush. Oh say can you see? By
dawns’ early light…what so proudly we hail as
twilight’s last gleaming?

Born and raised in Los Angeles, attended college at UC Berkeley, Cooper Union (NY) and California Institute of the Arts. Holds degrees in Music, Visual Arts, French, and Economics. Has written articles on Buddhism, yoga, meditation, travel. Currently working on a book about travels in India.