I have winced more than once after reading one of my published stories. I feel force of loss of privacy. I worry that I might have caused someone embarrassment. I wonder if I'll be ostracized by my family and friends. I imagine them talking about me. "Can you believe she wrote about that!"

So why write it?

I do it because to many people who don't know me, I look just like Bob. When I show up for church, I float into sanctuary like I don’t have a care in world. But I don't have it together like Bob. And I want to tell truth. Readers who need Christ in their life, who are afraid to step into a church because their lives aren't as "together" as Bob's . . . they need to hear truth.

We learn from each other's testimony. That's how I connect to you and you connect to me. Once a connection is made, we feel less alone in our struggles and, together, we can build our hope in Christ. When we write from our hearts, we share our humanity. As writers, God commissions us to use our talent to make big catch in Luke 5:1-11.

Let's go back in history to "big catch" moment. Up to point of catch, Jesus was doing all of his work alone. More and more people were becoming interested in his message and he needed more messengers. Did he go to synagogue and look for a great priest? No. He looked around for every day people like you and me. Jesus is able to make kingdom workers out of imperfect people.

I'm often struggling with challenges that no one would ever imagine because I float so well. My prayer is that writing about them will be bit of encouragement someone needs. Fulfilling my commission is not necessarily pulling in every reader. If my story is difference between heaven and hell for one person, it's worth it.

Although you may never know whose life you touch by telling your story, I want to encourage you to write it. Writing from heart is more than self-expression; it's an act of obedience. Trust God when he directs you to let down your net. We are not living in a perfect world where we can afford to waste time floating. Come along with me, friend. Let's fish!

The purpose of film is to explain what Christian Reich is attempting to do to our nation. They are taking over.

Humanity has survived into twenty-first century. Our greatest triumphs have been liberty, science and technology. We have moved beyond need for an inaccurate and outdated belief system.

The Christian Reich destroys our human progress. Our morality, spirituality and vision for future declines as Christianized media attempts to coerce us into believing in their belief system.

The shock of film will be to illustrate message that Christianity is nothing more than a man made religion. There is no special magic or god ordained beliefs. The Christian Reich is using Government and Law to force their beliefs on citizens in USA. They use mainstream media to degrade and insult those they oppose. We should do same by making movies and shows that display Christian Reich for what they are: A Phantom Menace.