CANDLE MAGIC:

Reversing candles are a great thing to protect yourself from intent of people sending negative energy at you, but talismans and mandalas galore have been most reliable for minor flare-ups. The cross is a mandala with four entry points for assimilation of four primary forces to become balanced at 'center'. What you choose for faith in your goodness has much to do with your actual protection. In many ways a ritualistic process opens you through your own energy to very things you project. This is true in macrocosm of humanity as well as in insipid little parcels of power-mongering flesh that think they deserve more than numerous other life forms that have soul and ethics.

One person (or persons) sought to make me suffer and there were some disturbing physical responses. The individuals involved were gay and they had hit on me numerous times. My response was a joke or a simple 'not my style'. One of them was in charge of three covens of witches and fancied himself meanest 'SOB' in Las Vegas Valley. He had a lot of good knowledge about Biblical origins and history and I enjoyed talking with him. The more he tried to impress me less he succeeded. I made it clear I did not fear him or anything.

The day my penis started to bleed was when I actually thought I might need more than my usual 'mirror and cross' visualization. I used a reversing candle and within a day place where Lord Gandolph holed up when he was in Las Vegas was burned. His boyfriend (who had enjoyed my leather pants and boots) lost all of his belongings. This caused me to leave teaching of Wiccans after six months of 'Perfect Love, and Perfect Trust'! About a year later I discovered high priestess had thought I was a 'Machiavellian Prince sent to overturn her Temple' and Lord Gandolf was one of her Temple Elders. There are many actual reasons why I know such things occur and I will relate them as it seems pertinent from time to time. The pursuit of 'siddhis' (powers) is a quest that robs one of their actual potential according to Alcyon who rejected his Messiahhood at age of eight; later he became honoured even more for his truth. You may have seen or heard about this great man who recently left our physical place of reference - his name is Jiddhu Krishnamurti.

By comparing human genome to genome of simpler organisms like fly and worm, scientists are also seeing with unprecedented detail how just a handful of genetic innovations helped launch early vertebrates ahead of biological pack hundreds of millions of years ago.

For all evolutionary creativity that led to human race, genome scientists said, there is shockingly little variation from person to person. Around globe, they are all about 99.9 per cent genetically identical.” (10)

Do you think there is more we will learn about how white men came to be, or how many hominids there have been as modern as us? There appears to be a great deal of information available in our genes. Could they be a computer access code that soul commands? I think akashic and cosmic energy is consciously swimming around and inside all life. The NASA scientists say life is everywhere and I say love is there too. If only we allow ourselves to feel and sense its' all encompassing warmth that permeates every void and fills every rock. The shamans made their drugs by attunement and receiving direction from plants and rocks. Jung's archetypes are very much connected to genes which carry our past. Perhaps Jesus and his 'living father within' are closely connected to enable us through our genes. The mystics say genes receive instruction from soul and spirit. Our archetypes or lattices of 'one-dimensional harmonic force' with all 11 M-branes in each and every atom, coordinate in our solar bodies as well as our dross physical bodies. It is ludicrous to think we know all about consciousness or soul, and most people live in ignorance or deny its' essence.

The trips we can take as we allow our soul to infuse our solar body and consciously travel are awesome. They are no more hallucinatory than grimace on face of professor who denies these ideas. The poets and minstrels of yore were able to carry our imaginations to nether regions as we began to dance in harmony with nature. The forces of nature have coherence and meridians or lattices and vectors that allow functioning of all that is so magnificent. We have tried to place ourselves above nature and we will (hopefully) never achieve that all too egotistical pursuit. These forces are there to welcome us as we stand on cliff contemplating a dive. Viktor Hugo wrote a wonderful appreciation of Shakespeare that I love to quote. He likened our observation of Shakespeare to standing on this cliff and looking out to "Glimpse waves of marvellous!" Each time we return to read his plays we experience greater depths and return to that cliff and take one step further down as we're drawn closer to all embracing reality of waves in cosmic ocean that awaits us in connected beauty upon end of our journey.