Our journey in life is to learn to know who we are.

There is a paradox here. We learn to know who we are by knowing who and what we are not. We give up identifying with all that is who we are not. When we let go of who we think we are Blessing is here. We stop losing our life’s energy. We stop trying so hard to make what is already alright be all right. We stop losing life by refusing to save “our life.”

Letting it be is an insult to ego.

It is affronted by idea that when something is wrong it should not take control. We are simply required to do all that we can do without attachment to results. When we trust universe we are essentially trusting in ourselves. The deeper trust deeper connection to all there is. The deeper trust less trouble you will be in.

You begin to know and trust, "What will be will be." You begin to trust in your ability to co-create. You are as a hollow bamboo and love plays her song through your allowing heart. You become a co-creator of love inaction. This is not “your love” but play of Beloved through you.

This is wisdom. It is not wisdom of ego. Wisdom and ego are separate. Wisdom is. It does not belong to “little me. “It is a free flow of knowing. It is allowing wisdom of soft animal of your body to do what it loves.

This wisdom comes from free flow of energy in body. It is your body of wisdom that flows freely unfrozen by resentment, bitterness, anger, or hatred. These are energies that block our life force and cause us to be “not at ease.” Wisdom is refinement of all these “grosser” forms of energy. The word “gross” in this sense is used by way of description and is not to be considered a judgement.

We often need to express such energies in a safe and caring environment. Such energies are not to be condemned. They are to be given freedom of expression so “the soft animal of your body” can be in balance again. We need to find our personal Mother Mary’s or our personal Soul Friend or Friends who will be before us in our "times of trouble" and allow us to “let it be.”

Their gift to us is non-judgement, non-attachment and non-doing. They sit with your soul. Sometimes they appear fierce because they are not out to flatter your ego but to keep your feet on path of this journey into love. They teach you alchemy of transformation. They teach you that you are forever enough. They teach you to “let it be,” “let it go” and “let it God.”

They teach you that Blessing is already here and that you are it. This requires you to know who you are by giving up your attachment to all you are not. You surrender all you think you are and maybe one time you will be amazed. You will be amazed at how beautiful and wondrous you are beyond prison of ego.

I adopted mindset that I was going down and became focused on struggling and racing time. My negative vibration started attracting more of same and disparaging results started snowballing.

I created an undesirable cycle of events.

One of greatest gifts we have is ability to choose our thoughts, and thankfully, in middle of crisp, cool winter air, I realized that I was creating this reality with my negative thinking.

The Universe was merely giving me back what I was sending out.

After shoveling, I decided I must change course to attract desired events in my life. I chose not to focus on work’s daily demands but on life and those who mean most to me.

I spent remainder of my day decorating Christmas tree with my stepson then taking him out for lunch. I gave him my undivided attention and let him know he is important.

I returned to my true purpose. Focusing on others and helping them see their worth in this world.

It is important to remember that you have power to create your reality and this is managed through your thoughts.

If you are thinking about a lack of something, you will attract more of this. If you are thinking about something you love, you will attract more of what you love and enjoy.

Be aware of what is coming into your life and if it isn’t what you want, review your thought processes and make changes. You have power.