It is not purpose of this book to try to describe trials and tribulations of a relationship between myself and a young Vietnamese exotic dancer who had been one of 'boat 'people'. Suffice it to say there were many exciting times that had lead me to point where I was ready to leave this world before I even met her. I had been a self-made millionaire at age of thirty. My travels and business had allowed me to meet some of most interesting people. By any standard of measurement most would agree I had enjoyed life FULLY. My interest in psychology due to having grown up with a schizophrenic mother had long before gotten into realm of Eastern mysticism and parapsychology.

My wife was just twenty-two and I was forty six years old. We had gone to Cancun in early September of 1997 to further research a stele that I had found at Chichen Itza four years before with my previous wife. This event had ended with my being thrown off site, and having to sign a document giving Mexican authorities right to throw me in a Mexican prison, without any recourse to courts and Canadian law. This is truly a story of oppression of Mayan and native people of Central America that includes a deceit of history which is IMMENSE! We had been doing a non-invasive charcoal rubbing of this 'stele' (stone for heavenly worship, or library in stone). It had been painted over twice and it seemed white surface would have made pictures provide insufficient clarity. So we had some paper we were using over stone to capture alphabet that had not 'come out' in previous photos I had taken four years earlier when granite 'rock' had its original shiny surface.

This alphabet I believe confirms work of Col. Churchward, author of 'The Lost Continent of Mu', who documents Cara-Maya language is translational medium through which Greek alphabet on other side of 'stele' tells story of destruction of civilization that originally colonized South America some sixty thousand years earlier. I believe Col. Churchward would agree with my statement that original colonization had started during Riis-Wurm geologic Ice Age, and was finalized during last Ice Age; if he had benefit of recent geologic and archaeologic evidence. A fellow researcher and good friend named Brenda found this in Islam and Sufism which applies to my personal quest.

Dear Brenda:

Was this result of Jeffrey mentioning Language of Birds is Language of Bards and alchemist (like this person) Fulcanelli? This whole thing is very much from Keltic Creed. I draw attention to these parts - "The Hoopoe says that it is better to lose your life than to languish miserably. The Hoopoe says,

So long as we do not die to ourselves, and so long as we identify with someone or something, we shall never be free. The spiritual way is not for those wrapped up in exterior life.5

You will enjoy happiness if you succeed in withdrawing from attachment to world. Whoever is merciful even to merciless is favored by compassionate. It is better to agree to differ than to quarrel. The Hoopoe warns sixth bird against dog of desire that runs ahead. Each vain desire becomes a demon, and yielding to each one begets a hundred others. The world is a prison under devil, and one should have no truck with its master. The Hoopoe also says that if you let no one benefit from your gold, you will not profit either; but by smallest gift to poor you both benefit. She says,

Good fortune will come to you only as you give. If you cannot renounce life completely, you can at least free yourself from love of riches and honors.6

A pupil becomes afraid in facing a choice between two roads, but a shaikh advises getting rid of fear so that either road will be good. The Hoopoe tells eighth bird that only if death ceases to exercise power over creatures would it be wise to remain content in a golden palace." (3)